Alright i can't deny the fact that i am indeed becoming slacker, but i promise myself that i will try to maintain a certain standard of mugging.. lol i sound like a mugging lifeless zombie.
ok for this few weeks i am just going to the daily routine of getting to school. attending lectures and tutorials talk some crap with my classmates during breaktime then go home and then mug and then sleep. even my weekends are as boring as that. It's not that i don't want to but my mind kept telling me to stay at home stay at home.. i may wanna plan some outing today, but the next day i will either cancel that outing or just absent myself from it.. i am sorry.. i feel it is becoming pressurizing to talk to friends, or specifically, to close ones. New friends may even be easier to talk to.. alright people dun be offended.. i will try to change this action and thought
Project work in jc is the most tiring thing that i think we have to do.. i dunno whether my prelim ideas can work.. and i am sorry to say i really feel so sian when i did so much and i have to redo it.. Ideas are hard to come by .. it's just... -.-
Anyway i am going to make my blog open to certain readers only soon, cause i've got many more things about myself to say. and i just wanna blog them down but yet i dun many people to know about em