/// 10:05 AM
SOC timing 6.26
IPPT silver
btp marksmen 30/32 < abit fucked up. morning so fresh miss two night shot so shag no miss
next IPPT aim
10 pullups
10.20 2.4 timing
9.0 shuttle run
260 broad jump
55 situps
last challenge
the 20km route march to pop
end of the start
the beggining of a new journey
really hope i can enter command school
haven't choose my uni course
i see my results
half fucked standard
Somemore i want enter NUS, so competitive
then i see NTU alot of course also sounds better than NUS
really dunno what to choose
confused sia
someone give me enlightenment
/// 5:06 PM
get used to the mentality
you fall out
you are a loser
haha
of course i am not
get used to being dirty
cause u are never clean
can't get used to it?
too bad
PASSED SOC LIKE FINALLY
happy like siao
i was so happy when i reached the top of the low rope
i just shouted la
RAVEN!!!
i am proud of my company.
honestly.
go raven go!
/// 4:33 PM
i keep telling myself not to give up..
even though was down with extreme sore throat.
but i see my mates
cheering me
and enduring the same thing
and we encouraged each other through the camp
i love the spirit
but
it freaking rained
and then when u thought maybe the rain can make the training slacker
then
TURN OUT
booom
kena punished in mud
like mud bath
and then carry on the rest of the days with that shit gear
the last 2 night slept in the open without tent.
then that's when u realise
actually bunk is quite a nice place to be.
the darkness, the pain from the rocks
sometimes leave u in complete helplessness
so many things to pack.
u use the torch still have to black tape until the light is 2mm radius
at night u fear ur * u know what* get stunned away
and worry wild boars which are there.. come and lick ur face or take away ur things or wadeva
and i couldn't stand the smell of rations.
so i just ate a few biscuits a day.
and seriously
it is a free slimming program
my waist size at least minus 2 inch
and my platoon half cried when they were kena lectured by our sergeants and then given our family letters to read.
really touching moment.
and that moment really make us stronger
ippt test my platoon 50% silver and 95% passed
wooo
i heard we are the best platoon so far
and thats really the result of kena pumped for like 1000 times from start to now?
haha
good job guys
proud of myself
i am sure everyone is
get ready for the next adventure