/// 11:58 PM
I am so confused.
/// 2:46 PM
It's not only a matter of choice, it's also a matter of chance.
/// 9:53 AM
Thanks for the birthday celebration on saturday night.
Haha i got fooled totally by your plan.
Anyway chao pai sheh for the meal you all treated me,
hmm, thanks for the cake, card and all
i really appreciate it.
It was really memorable,
I could barely believe somebody still cared to do this for me.
haha
but seriously
Thanks guys and girls.
thanks.. =D
/// 9:46 AM
Fucking Perfect.
lol
seriously, the mv is impressive,
quite moving, and view broadening.
stay strong people.
/// 10:13 AM
Sigh wanted to put Chris Medina song as my blog song, but can't find it on youtube.
anyway the mv and the song is so touching.
good job =)
BOOK OUT TMR LOR!.
haha aljunied... the fate is sealed on sat. haha
My Choa chu Kang no need say la..
haha
see ya =)
/// 5:10 PM
Sigh, today is quite a bad day..
It sucks man seriously.
Low morale,
Just wanna go home now for nights out and hope for a better tmr.
It feels like exploitation.
can't tell.
can't wait to leave asap.
My life seems to have paused for this period,
and i know getting back to reality is going to take sometime to remember and get used to again.
but i know it is definitely a more fair world out there for me.
It is also making me feel that days passed and i am doing some random chores that isn't going to benefit me in any way. feel like a zombie.
You can call it discipline, regimentation, mental training, physical training
but this is like wasting time .
we don't need so long to learn and train up.
we already know what is right and what is good and important in our lives already.
Technically, we are also trained already... every part, even our toes move according to your wants.
I am afraid , getting used to what i am doing now , will lower my expectations and target set in the future.
I better get my dignity back,
I want to think for myself, think by myself, and think for everyone else by myself, and not follow blindly.
I hope to change this.
I need it to have the will to compete with others.
I need it to improve myself.
I need it to create my own future.
ok, quit my whining, move on, persevere ba.