ok jc life is starting to get more hectic... stress is coming in already.. life seems lifeless, work means endless, fun gets lessened, sleep is forgotten.
starting to become very close with my classmates... haha i am surprised how fast we managed to become good friends
recently i am addicted to sour scoox blue. chewing away the gummy strip now... sour?.. nah.. i had already gotten used to it. i think for the past few years i have already ate like more than 200 packets of sour power... no exaggeration.. trying to cut down on them. Before my health gets affected. By the way that bloody gummy is how i relieve my tension. hahaz guess none of you know..
anyway i put up this song and i like it very much =).. enjoy it people =)
Friday, March 14, 2008
/// 4:27 PM
you know wad i know?.. i know you know wad i know.. know wad?.. i dunno you know wad i know wad you think i know..
lol dun bother to decipher it.. it's nonsense
very happy that my bloody hp is back.. finally treasure it well..
finally term 2 is really coming... the real work starts to mug to mug to mug... lol sounds like lady macbeth sleep walking scene
i wasted the entire holiday. playing some stupid games.. i think i am wasting my life.. i wanna do something meaningful again... everytime i see time passes by.. i will feel regretful, and kinda detest myself for that i am not fully using my time.. not accomplishing anything.. i look back but to see nothingness throughout days after vball career had ended..
i contemplated again and realised that man are really wasting time.. they had to die in the end .. i think we are being used somehow by this universe to accomplish thing for her and then left to die in the end. i am 16 + yrs old , and i know i can only live about another 70 to 80 yrs if i am lucky enough.. life is really short.. why can't human live longer?
nonsense yet again.
i am talking crap.. seeyou!
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
/// 10:44 AM
ONE WORD
SUAY
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
/// 2:52 PM
Sometimes ah you really must blame the school .. first they introduce asiasoft ppl to come to our school to advertise their new game "cabal"// and i am going to be addicted to it, i believe.. i play a while like.. wah.. quite nice lehz.. this is bad man... why can't they intro this game earlier.. probably during the dec holis right..
lol..
and my hp spoil.. and i really hate it.. hate it soooooooo much.. so ppl dun kao bei if i dun reply or return calls ah.. regardless of how many it is.. altho normally i also wun answer one la.. lolx.. sian luckily i got the warranty.. but i dunno can work not.. stupid phone.. damn that phone.. (nokia... i am SERIOUSly not referring to you) in case i break some illegal cyber thingy law..
i am so happy yet very uncertain.. and abit disappointed..
i am weird.. i know..
SEE YOU
Monday, March 03, 2008
/// 10:10 PM
awww so many tutorials to complete.. i hate it man.. i should have got better results to enter aj before... so that i won't have to be so busy catching up with all the things that the teachers had already covered and to bear up with the tremendous amt of hw and bridging lectures to attend.
and worse of all i am relocated to a class where there isn't anyone that i even know...i mean well enough . wa.. i am so alone...
hope that i can continue to strive and work hard to get to my target..
but i just can't help it but to have a feeling that i will retain during jc1... oh maybe just barely pass.... or even worse, forced to drop one sub..
arghz.. these should not come true i hope.. wo de ma ya...! jiu wo ba!