/// 8:18 PM
Permanently changing my site to Jayron1@blogspot.sg
This blog is officially close, but will be kept there for memory purposes.
Thanks for visiting. bye =)
Food for thought /// 12:36 AM
Vision and daydreaming is different
U can think of anything that you want to be. u put off the thoughts after a while. Get busy with your daily routine and forget about it. U want instant satisfaction and results.
Thats daydreaming
U care for one thing . Something that can inspire and put a smile on your face
Nothing about it feels tiring for you psychologically
You do a little everyday
You look for long term gains
Thats vision
I took a good 30 mins to meditate
And i finally realise the vision of my life.
Seeing what i can do more to achieve my vision and dream
Dont you every forget this yong chee, don put it off
Awkward moments /// 2:29 AM
Today i met with a few awkward moments
And i realise actually awkward moments are actually self injected thoughts
If i set my perspective correctly, and go towards the problem, things may be resolved or mitigated at least. All i had to do was smile and say Hi . And things goes smoothly like gliding on ice..
Something to keep in my mind before i forget it some time in the future. From the book 'confidence'
Think.
Feel
Do
These three words follow a cycle fundamentally determining the effect on ones confidence
What you think will affect how you feel, how you feel will affect how you do, how you do will affect how you think.
For example, if you think that you are poor at talking to people, then u will feel afraid when talking to people and u will talk less , and then u think that your nature is quiet, then you feel inferior, and u shun from people. The vicious cycle goes on.
Whats important is to start thinking positively.
And the way is to communicate with your inner thoughts.
We are always good at encouraging others. But not ourselves. Thats because we dont talk to ourselves.
Talk to the inner thoughts...... Encourage yourself
/// 12:36 AM
I dont know why i feel overwhelmed by an excruciating feeling of disappointment when i saw it. Seriously i feel like banging table. By instead i bought myself ben and jerry. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I need someone who can lend me a listening ear and willing to listen to my complains. But i realise there isnt any i can have a htht liao. Damn feeling lousy..
/// 3:19 AM
Its only mid terms and i am worn out by cn1111 . One more day to the mid term. And only now i understand what the notes are talking about. Dunno if i can apply them. Need to work it out tonight. Really i need the brain to work those questions out.. Arghhh
Officially deleted dota to stop myself of the addiction lol
Its time to focus all the way to exam
Gonna lead a chao mugger life in this 2 months. After this two months i gonna play like crazy. 3 months u know!!!
Work like crazy
Play like crazy
Sounds good right haha
My minds thinking about bintan chalet
Korea trip, hongkong trip,
I think i should just spend like a boss
/// 12:08 AM
No more dota 2 . It can kill man
/// 2:30 AM
Holiday ended so fast.
Fml and must gear up for this difficult sem
zzzz good luck have fun