/// 6:14 PM
when ur boss pms.
u r as good as dead lol
/// 10:36 PM
when seconds pass like hours
days pass like weeks
months pass like years.
why got so much time.
/// 8:02 AM
what your mind can conceive, you can achieve.
/// 9:52 PM
This post is for me to vent out my feelings.
please kindly treat this as a place to keep my journal and refrain from reading if u dun want to sian diao.
i think i am someone who cares about what everyone thinks about me,
too ego.
i feel a great deal of sianness and a tinge of anger when i am unappreciated.
Especially when people compares your effort with others, which i know how much i had put in, but really there is no end to such comparison and I know there is no need for someone to boast of his achievements ( bloody stupid and retarded) . I believe strongly in letting your actions shows. But sometimes too much behind stage action/work, will never bring you any recognitions and understandings. and people demand more when u are already trapped in some crap hole, or sarcastically question what have u done. Now things are even taken away from me just because the majority > minority and the same things are to be kept for those lesser beings ( i would say).
I hate the fact that things are now more highly regarded for show rather than for quality.
I remembered i posted something back some time, about being more confident in demonstrating my capability or wad shoot, but jiang zhen de, I dislike boastful people, and asking myself to be one is gradually pushing the dislike to myself.
give me the power to turn everyone into understanding and kind people.
lame
fml.
/// 4:50 PM
download home and various organisation will donate 1 dollar to be donated to the community chest.
http://www.thisishome.sg/
free and nice music.
no scam, and it's only a lift of your finger to help in charity.
enjoy =)
/// 9:12 PM
can't take it anymore,
i want a good phone,
i want a new ipod!
/// 9:26 PM
went to play volleyball against ITE today.
out of form, sigh
seriously, i need some form of routine training.
want to get back the ball control and court confidence.
and i even kind of strain my back today.
now it hurts pretty badly. hai.
why like that ah.
only 19 years old leh
should be the prime age wad
replenished my intensive output with a meal of mac with my fellow buddies
sinful, and very full.
LOL. but the 4 hrs of continuous playing should have taken away much of my energy.
after the match, went home,
feeling pretty bored.
guess i will just go to sleep.
no mood for movie, games, talk,
tmr i need some plan.
some plan that does not strain my bloody back.
the girl that SIM was trying to get close with was quite pretty ah.
HAHA.
SIM, u're best la.
ok i need to sleep liao bye~!
/// 11:51 AM
Jay chou u win already.
can find so pretty girl in your 雨下一整晚 MV. li hai lol
the story in the MV damn sad somemore..
touching MV, emotional music,
win liao la.
award u with my blog mention LOL
白杨木影子被拉长 像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯 你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上 只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市 的小巷 雨下一整晚
Fang wen shan, ur lyrics is as always so good la
/// 2:25 PM
cocked up my work yesterday,
altho boss din't scold,
i knew he was a little disappointed,
and i felt a little paisheh.
but yesterday i was too exhausted,
could barely keep my eyes open,
not to mention the stomach aches i am feeling due to crazy abs training with my friend.
Need to really relax myself over the weekends.
want to go out, but everytime find the usual guys go out, think they also will feel sian.
hell vs heaven
yesterday vs today =)
today was reasonably well
got time to listen to some songs during work
and i am back to jay chou. which is an addictive drug.
but dun worry bruno mars. u are still singing fine.
lol
want to buy cx310
so affected by cheap earpiece now.
keep giving me problems and lousy sound.
should invest in a good one.
anyway, now i know what is
with greater power comes greater responsibility.
work never ends.
gearing up for my future.
good training haha
ok bye! =D
/// 7:45 AM
Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all. - Dale Carnegie.
I am pretty impressed by the RO of my battalion, it always gives these encouraging and inspiring thoughts that adds some motivation to my day and spur me on.
valentines day had passed, nothing notably interesting about that day.
Run a 4km and already lan diao already. dunno what happened that day, probably din sleep enough or wad. but nevertheless
still got a simple chocolate from my army friend.
but it still felt good
at least there is something haha
I wish to reconsider my course,
my mum wish that i go overseas to study,
altho she never really say,
she keeps giving me newspaper articles about going Australia to study.
so obvious.
Consider ba..
Next weekend hopefully we can go sentosa to play some balls,
Or canoe abit.
haha it was quite a fun experience the previous time.
..It feels that everything is virtual, there will be no improvement unless reality interaction is there. Take another unnecessary action? and screw up again. nvm forget it.
Busy week for my boss,
persevere boss!
(-.-)" appears offline..
/// 8:52 PM
almost gone liao lo cny.
back to work 100% style.
wonder the days will pass faster not..
this 10 months is damn long.
feeling the 100% reluctance of going back camp tonight.
/// 11:13 PM
back to jay chou music.
feel particularly quiet when hearing this music.
the tune and voice complements each other very well
=)
/// 10:58 PM
I am somewhat inspired by the secret of attraction documentary.
You need to feel yourself with what u want.
your thoughts will give u the power to attract and create.
thoughts is the strength that can go throughout the universe and shape the universe while it shapes you too.
picture yourself in what u wish for.
when u are inspired.
act upon it.
then u will get it.
not in a definite time.
but eventually.
as long as the thoughts flows with the force of ur surrounding.
ask,
answer,
receive.
wow.
/// 5:33 PM
I AM SO BORED,
i wanna go back to work!
/// 7:38 PM
since i am at home.
i shall post something
these 4 days of cny went past so quickly,
but sure i did enjoy myself.
Although we din't go to many places. but going to usual places that we went in previous years become more meaningful.
having too many holidays make me feel dreadful of going back to camp =(.
aiya i must be thankful of the fact that i am having more holidays than most of us =P
wonder if i have put on weight, hahahaha
next week is intensive workout lo.
better exercise to prepare for the coming outfields.
anyway 10 more months to ORD.
fast right
i din't know how i spent the last 12 months.
but i bet the next 10 months is going to be a freaking long journey.
as usual, my friends who are going to ORD said nearing the last few months, are the longest moments in your life lol.
hopefully it isn't going to happen to me and all of us.
Anyway,
i have yet to open my ang paos leh,
guess i will go and do so now and see how much i have exactly. wahahaha
anyway to all of you out there, hope u have a nice cny and good ang pao money.
haha
huat ah!
(-.-)" signing off...
cheerfully =D
/// 1:03 AM
when the power of stress sets in for you to look for your partner,
it feels awkward,
thing is, u don't want to find one just because you are stressed to,
and you feel lost.
call it fear or wad.
i think i should create an invisible barrier to block off all these inputs.