/// 10:59 PM
i am under tremendous stress now
my memory of knowledge has all disappeared
left me in confusion
wad have i been doing over the holidays
if this mid yr exam is my a level.
i cannot imagine what i will do
i even have thoughts of ending everything if i have the choice
this is bad thinking
but it's what i have in mind now.
i am really stressed up
i am such a weakling.
JC life sucks