Alright our class is starting to practise some sort of ostracising of one particular pathetic person.. lol ok i feel kinda bad also, joining those people to outcast this fellow, but it's hard not to follow this cause our whole class agrees that this particular guy has some really unsociable attitude. That's why people say peer pressure is something very strong and mind leading. Anyway today morning i talked to this particular person, just one to one and he told me his feelings.. Alright i am speechless, but i feel a terrible remorse in me. Ok la maybe i have grown older, and maybe more mature in thinking, i starting to be able to see more through one's heart, and personally experience some really nasty situations where friends bad mouth you and stuff or maybe some heard some really heated arguements where one just suan the other till it becomes unbearable for him and also the onlookers. Alright i dun really mind that, but don't just shoot him till he has no self esteem left at all , it's not only embarrassing, but heartaching to know that his or her classmates are teamed up to totally despise and make fun of you. i guess this is the most "nightmarous" thing that one can ever be caught in.
so i will try to remind myself not to jeer at his comments again, or laugh at his actions.. i feel sorry for him
Today i finally experienced something that i have never had for the past 4 yrs, it is to play soccer with my classmates during recess and after school. How nice.. you know for the entire sec school life.. i have been missing this.... haiz i feel kinda happy again.
Went to gym and did some pull ups with my friends, haha they are really funny you know, i wonder why aj people can be so humorous.. and its not dirty jokes you know it's those that is so amusing.
Now i have the CCA head coming after me to tell me to join vball, i mean encourage la, that's what he emphasise, not forcing me.. talked to me for like half an hour.. haiz its really an headache.
Went to library to study with some of my classmates, and i think it is really effective to study in groups..
oh ya i think pj lecture notes are much easier to understand, but aj lecture notes are more detailed.. so i think i may wanna read pj notes as pre lecture preparation then aj lecture notes for further details. hmm anybody willing to trade some of his or her pj lecture notes with aj's?. i will be more than willing to meet up with you.